pull this thread as i walk away

i have not ever never had a successful public blog for more than a year or so. after about a year, i'll post something that i'd rather keep to myself and BOOM! private blog. so now i have about 6 of those. why am i doing this? who knows. all of my friend's blogs are usually far more interesting than mine, even if i didn't keep removing them to the public eye! oh well. i still enjoy looking through all my old posts, even if i have to jump to a different one for each year, so even if this turns out to be another bust it'll still be worth it. i won't lie though, i'm slightly motivated by the fact that after testing the new layout, i saw that my last blog had over 100 views on it. are people actually interested in what i say? intriguing. now, to find something worth saying...

well here's my life update right now, i'm working in a temporary position as the web and graphic designer at the salvation army empire state divisional headquarters. but i hear there's a good chance they'll hire me on permanently. would i be blessed with an opportunity like that? yes. are my eyes ever going to stop feeling tired from looking at a computer screen for 8+ hours a day? i couldn't tell you. we'll see what happens in the future.

onto the car. oh, the firebird. it brings me joy. my cousin was right, i wouldn't be happy about putting money in another car, like the lumina i almost got, or if i'd had to fix the oldsmobile. but now it's just like...i look forward to working on it. it's like i'm getting to know it, i'm putting work into it, i'm showing it love and hoping that it'll give back for awhile haha. after the transmission pan gasket...i'd really kill to fix the shotgun seatbelt and the stereo. CD's would be great, but even having the presets for the radio would be wonderful. however i am more than content that it's lasted longer than a week, which officially breaks the record and since then i have erased all previous unpleasant memories of the "other car" from my mind. yes, the firebird will be referred to as my first car <3.

what else. i've been sick for a few weeks now, which is becoming the norm and i don't know what's wrong with me. i had hopes of running the Empire State Marathon in october, but first with my car needing my time and now with being too sick for so long that's becoming less and less of a possibility. i still pick up the guitar every once in awhile but i've been less motivated lately.

ok...that's good for now. PEACE

oh and my blog titles...usually they're the song that's currently playing when i start the post. there's a little fun fact for ya.