Kyoto

It's been almost a month since I've posted. Mostly this is because I've been busy - it's been a schedule of sleep, work, gym, nick for awhile now. Right now I'm not feelin it. I've been fatigued for awhile now. I thought getting back into running would help, and it did a little bit but my days are mostly sluggish and bleary. The past few days I've been sick as well. I actually had to go to Long Point Camp on Thursday for meetings for work, and then I took Friday off and stayed over for UNITED Friday night. It should have been a fun, relaxing end of the week but it split about half and half with anxiety and frustration and just not being well. I don't really know what's wrong with me lately...even with as much thinking as I do, I think I still have a lot to figure out. So this is pretty much the most vague post ever. Sometimes I wish that these demons would be physically manifested as creatures that you could get rid of by fighting them, as in bare knuckle boxing. That would be easier for me than these head games.