Fool me once...

well, it's just happened again. i think this is number 6 - relationship is a no-go. i know it's cliche but i seriously thought it might be different this time...and i think in the beginning it was, but that's the problem - things changed. i don't know where to go from here, but i did guess that this might have been coming for awhile. i actually saw this coming before he did. it was a good run, but i'll be looking forward to seeing what God had in this for me to learn (not quite at this point yet), and where He'll put me from here on out...i'm gonna have to try real hard not to build those walls back up, not to become aloof or cold. i do think i'm gonna try and unplug myself from social media a little bit. maybe i'll even start listening to that Christian alternative radio station haha. gaaaaaaaah - life is hard.